Do you
ever feel like something is so extremely simple, yet so profound. What God is teaching me now is exactly
that. About two months ago, I heard the
Third Day song which goes, “Nothing compares to the greatness of knowing you,
Lord” over and over. I had heard this
song numerous times throughout my life but in this particular instance on this
specific day, the song grabbed me and stopped me dead in my tracks. I said, Yeah…that’s so true! NOTHING compares
to knowing Jesus and I thought, “how am I currently living my life in
accordance with this truth?”. Am I
living my life as if nothing truly compares to spending time with God, reading
His word, asking the spirit to move in my life and out through my actions? Or am I getting lost in the noise of today’s
culture?
Jesus
tells us that the greatest commandment is to “love the Lord your God with all
your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind” (Matthew 22:37). Now I had skipped over this verse many many
times before saying…yeah yeah I know I know…but when I really dove deep into
this verse, I fell short in oh so many ways!
I felt God leading me to do a little exercise: I wrote on a piece of
paper and circled “heart”, “soul”, and “mind”.
Then, around each item I wrote the answer to the question “What is
holding me back from loving God with my WHOLE heart….mind…soul”?. This was truly an eyeopener…..my heart was
held back by things like fear, my own desires, what society says my desires
should be, my own way. My soul held back
by distrust, distractions of daily life, little “annoyances”, bitterness. My mind held back by (oh, so many things!)
lack of boldness in Christ, my way, gossip, worrying, insecurities,
tv/entertainment, lust. Then beside each
of these things I wrote what I felt God wanted me to do to rid myself of these
hurdles…..and you know what it all boiled down to: spending time in prayer with
God and reading His word. It’s so
simple, yet so many of us will fight everything and everyone to have that time
to watch “Dancing with the Stars” or stand in line to see the latest “Twilight”
movie but we won’t lift a hand in battle for time with our God. And don’t get me started on how many hours I
waste watching The Real Housewives of Orange County! But, you see, when you
start to know God, He will show you how to love Him. He will guide you by calling you to rid
yourself of distraction and draw joy and strength from the source. He will be your Shepherd and you will be his
lamb and nothing “will snatch (us)out of (his) Hand” (John 10: 29).
If you
are wholeheartedly seeking God, I promise you He will convict you sincerely of
how you spend your time. Recently, we
had a big storm. I made sure to unplug
my computer, my phone….but didn’t really think about my tv or playstation. They were plugged into a surge protector
anyway. I woke up the next morning, tv
dead. My playstation which was plugged
into the same surge protector was absolutely fine. Nothing else got zapped except my tv. Now I thought I was doing good with giving up
so much tv, but when I was completely without it, I realized just how much I
had been using it to fill some empty space.
All of a sudden, I had more time to spend with God, reading His word,
catching up with friends, going outside and running. God took out my tv to show me, “yes, you were
doing good by cutting back on tv, but now you see that you have more to give
up.” (Just so happened that this same week, the women’s study I was on this
exact same “tv” topic….God knows that sometimes has to hit me 2..3..times
before I fully get it…but He does…….He is SOOO good!)
We
were made in the “image and likeness” of God and therefore were designed to
crave our Creator. Pastor Joe once said
that if you aren’t craving God, then you are filling yourself up with something
else. What is that something else for
you? Is it money, fame, alcohol, tv, a
relationship, lust? Is it yourself? God has had a funny way recently of saying,
“I love you, but it’s not about you!”
There have been many a time when I have gotten in the way of my own
knowledge of God.
What
is it that you are placing as the top priority in your life? We were created to love God, then love one
another. If God is not at the top of
your priority list, then I challenge you to be honest, find out what is, and
make a move to put your relationship with God first. If you don’t, you will continue to come up
empty in your search for fulfillment and joy in life. BUT, Cool things will happen if you do. He’s gonna show you just how beautiful you
are and that no matter what sins you’ve committed, He has always and will
always love you because He died so that those sins could be washed away. He loves you so much that He’s also gonna
show you where you could use a little work (very humbling but in the end rewarding
I promise!). Then, He’s gonna show you
how He wants to use your life. When you
move towards God, He’s gonna start moving in your life. He’s gonna start using you and let me tell
you that nothing compares to the joy of being a servant of the most High.
Just
last week, the same Third Day song was playing on the radio. I was listening to the chorus as they sang
“Nothing compares to the greatness of knowing you Lord” when I heard in my
heart God say, “Heidi, I cannot wait until you truly believe this.” In my heart I know God was lovingly telling
me that although I still have much work to do, I can believe in the hope that one
day I will be able to stand up and say with sincere honesty that NOTHING
compares to knowing my God. I can’t wait
either, God!
“It is not that I have already taken hold of it or have
already attained perfect maturity, but I continue my pursuit in hope that I may
possess it, since I have indeed been taken possession of by Christ.”Philippians
3:12
